Chapter 1 · Chapter 1
The notification lit up my phone at 11:47 PM.
I almost didn't look.
I was sitting in my childhood bedroom, surrounded by white tulle and lace, my wedding dress hanging on the back of the door like a ghost. Tomorrow, I would become Mrs. Ethan Crawford. Tomorrow, everything would be perfect.
But I looked.
Instagram. A tag from someone I didn't know. Username: @truthhurts_2024.
My thumb hovered over the screen.
I should have gone to sleep. I should have put the phone down and dreamed about walking down the aisle toward the man I'd loved for four years.
I opened it.
The first photo loaded slowly, pixel by pixel, like my brain was trying to protect me from what I was about to see.
Ethan. My Ethan. His tie loosened, his shirt unbuttoned at the collar. That smile I knew so well, the one that made his eyes crinkle at the corners.
But he wasn't smiling at me.
He was smiling at her.
Melissa Chen. Twenty-three years old. Junior marketing associate at his firm. The girl he'd mentioned exactly twice, both times calling her "the new kid who can't work the coffee machine."
His hand was on her waist.
Her lips were on his neck.
I scrolled.
There were seven more photos.
Each one worse than the last.
The timestamp said they were taken four hours ago. At The Emerald Room, the bar three blocks from his bachelor party venue. The party that was supposed to end at nine. The party where his best man, Marcus, had texted me at 9:30 saying, "Got him home safe. See you at the altar."
My hands started shaking.
I zoomed in on the last photo. His hand was tangled in her hair. Her dress was riding up her thigh. They were pressed against a wall in what looked like a hallway, and neither of them looked like they were thinking about tomorrow.
Neither of them looked like they were thinking about me.
The phone slipped from my fingers onto the white duvet.
I couldn't breathe.
The room spun.
Four years. Four years of building a life together. Of planning a future. Of believing in forever.
My wedding dress swayed slightly in the breeze from the open window, and I wanted to rip it to shreds.
Instead, I picked up my phone with trembling hands and called him.
It rang four times.
"Babe?" His voice was rough, sleepy. Or maybe drunk. "It's almost midnight. You're supposed to be sleeping. Bad luck to talk to the groom before—"
"Who is she?"
Silence.
"Who is who?"
"Melissa Chen."
I heard him sit up. Heard the rustle of sheets. "What are you talking about?"
"The photos, Ethan. Someone tagged me in photos of you with her. Tonight. At The Emerald Room."
More silence.
Then: "Babe, listen—"
"Don't call me babe."
"It's not what it looks like."
I laughed. Actually laughed. The sound came out broken and sharp. "That's what you're going with? It's not what it looks like?"
"She was drunk. She threw herself at me. I was trying to get her off me when someone took those photos. It's completely out of context."
"There are eight photos, Ethan. Eight. And in every single one, you look pretty fucking happy about it."
"You're overreacting."
Those three words hit me like a slap.
"I'm overreacting?"
"It's the night before our wedding. You're stressed. You're seeing things that aren't there. I love you. I would never—"
"Your hand is in her hair."
"I was pushing her away."
"Your tongue is in her mouth."
"That's not— You can't see that in the photos. You're imagining—"
"Stop lying to me!"
My voice cracked. Tears were streaming down my face now, hot and fast.
"I'm not lying. Baby, please. Don't do this. Not tonight. We can talk about this tomorrow, after the wedding, when you're calm."
"When I'm calm?"
"You're being hysterical."
I ended the call.
My phone immediately started ringing. Ethan's name flashed across the screen, along with the photo I'd set as his contact picture. Us at the beach last summer, his arms around me, both of us laughing.
I declined the call.
He called again.
And again.
And again.
On the fifth call, I answered.
"What?"
"Don't do this." His voice was different now. Desperate. "Please, Ava. I'm begging you. It was nothing. It meant nothing. She means nothing."
"But I'm supposed to mean everything, right?"
"You do. You're everything to me. I made a mistake. One stupid mistake. Don't throw away four years because of one night."
"You threw away four years. Not me."
"Ava—"
"I need to go."
"Wait. Please. Just wait. Don't make any decisions tonight. Sleep on it. We'll talk in the morning. We'll figure this out. Together."
I looked at my wedding dress again.
Three thousand dollars of silk and lace and broken dreams.
"There's nothing to figure out," I said quietly.
"Don't say that. Don't you dare say that. I love you. I'm going to marry you tomorrow. We're going to have the life we planned. The house in Riverside. The two kids. The golden retriever named Biscuit. Everything we talked about. This doesn't change anything."
"This changes everything."
I hung up.
This time, when he called back, I turned off my phone.
I sat in the darkness of my childhood bedroom, surrounded by all the trappings of a wedding that would never happen, and I felt something shift inside me.
Not just heartbreak.
Something deeper.
Something that felt like the ground cracking open beneath my feet.
Tomorrow was supposed to be the beginning of forever.
Instead, it was going to be the end of everything I thought I knew.
I stood up, walked to my wedding dress, and ran my fingers over the delicate beading.
Two hundred guests were expecting a wedding.
My parents had spent forty thousand dollars on this day.
The venue was decorated. The flowers were arranged. The cake was ready.
And the groom had spent last night with someone else.
I pulled the dress off the hanger and laid it carefully on the bed.
Then I opened my laptop and looked at those photos again.
Really looked at them.
And that's when I noticed something I'd missed before.
In the background of the third photo, barely visible in the corner of the frame, was someone else.
Someone I recognized.
Someone who was watching Ethan and Melissa with a smile on his face.
Marcus. Ethan's best man. My friend.
He'd known.
He'd been there.
And he'd lied to me.
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The Night Before Forever