Chapter 1 · Chapter 1
The email arrived at 4:47 PM on a Tuesday, three weeks before Christmas.
"We're restructuring the department. Your position has been eliminated. Effective immediately."
I read it twice. Then three times. My hands shook as I held my phone, standing in the middle of the grocery store with a cart full of ingredients for the dinner party Nathan and I were hosting that weekend.
Six years at Morrison & Associates. Six years of late nights, skipped lunches, and proving myself in a male-dominated marketing firm. Gone in a single paragraph.
I called Nathan immediately.
"Babe, I'm in a meeting," he said, his voice clipped. "Can this wait?"
"I just got fired."
A pause. Then: "Oh. That's... I'm sorry. We'll talk tonight, okay? I really can't right now."
He hung up before I could respond.
I stood there in aisle seven, surrounded by holiday shoppers, feeling like the floor had dropped out from under me. Nathan Cole, my fiancé of two years, the man who'd proposed to me on a beach in Santorini, couldn't spare five minutes when my world was falling apart.
I abandoned my cart and drove home in a daze.
Our apartment felt too quiet. I poured myself a glass of wine even though it wasn't even five o'clock yet. Then I did what any newly unemployed person does—I fell down an internet rabbit hole.
I started on LinkedIn, updating my profile. Then I moved to job boards. Then, somehow, I ended up on a forum I'd never visited before. One of those anonymous confession sites where people spill their secrets to strangers.
The thread title caught my eye: "Sugar Daddies of the Elite: Share Your Stories."
I almost scrolled past. But something made me click.
The posts were exactly what you'd expect. Women bragging about their arrangements, the gifts they received, the trips they took. Some were clearly fake. Others had the ring of truth.
Then I saw one that made my wine glass freeze halfway to my lips.
"My SD is perfect. Successful, generous, and SO handsome. He pays for my apartment in the Pearl District, gives me an allowance, takes me shopping. The only downside? He's engaged to some boring corporate woman who has no idea I exist. He says he's going to leave her after the wedding. Says he needs her connections for his business first. I know I should feel guilty, but when he's buying me Cartier bracelets, it's hard to care. 😈"
Pearl District. That was Portland. Where we lived.
My heart started pounding.
I scrolled through her other posts. There were dozens, going back almost three years.
"SD took me to Canlis in Seattle this weekend. Told his fiancée he had a business trip. We stayed at the Four Seasons. He's so generous."
Nathan had gone to Seattle for business last month.
"SD surprised me with a new car today! A white Mercedes. He said I deserve to drive something as beautiful as I am."
I'd seen a white Mercedes in our building's parking garage. I'd even commented to Nathan about it. He'd barely looked up from his phone.
My hands were shaking now. I kept reading, my stomach twisting tighter with each post.
"SD's company just landed a huge contract. He says once this deal closes, he'll have enough money to leave his fiancée and set me up permanently. She works in marketing too, apparently. He says she's so focused on her career that she barely notices him anymore. Meanwhile, I'm here making him feel like a king. 👑"
The room started spinning.
Nathan owned a commercial real estate development company. He'd been working on a major deal for months. A deal that would make him millions.
I clicked on the user's profile. Her username was "PearlGirl23." No photo, but her posts painted a clear picture. She was in her mid-twenties. She loved designer clothes. She posted about restaurants I recognized. Places in Portland. Places Nathan had told me he was going for business dinners.
I scrolled back further, my breath coming faster.
"SD says his fiancée is too ambitious. Too focused on her own career to pay attention to him. He likes that I make him my priority. He says she's always working late, always stressed. I told him he deserves better. He agreed. 💕"
Too ambitious. Too focused on my career.
Nathan had said those exact words to me. During a fight six months ago, when I'd missed his company dinner because of a client presentation.
I kept scrolling, my vision blurring.
Then I found the post that made my blood run cold.
"SD says he's going to help me get a job at his fiancée's company. He knows someone on the board. Says it'll be funny to have me working in the same building as her, and she'll never know. He's so bad. 😈 Update: I got the interview! Wish me luck!"
The post was dated four months ago.
Four months ago, Morrison & Associates had hired a new junior marketing associate. Her name was Sienna. She was twenty-four, blonde, and drove a white Mercedes.
And today, I'd been fired to make room for a "restructuring."
I set down my wine glass before I could drop it.
The woman Nathan had been funding for three years wasn't just his mistress.
She was my replacement in every possible way.
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