Chapter 1 · Chapter 1

The steady beep of the heart monitor was the first sound I heard when I woke up. Then came the pain—a dull, throbbing ache that seemed to radiate from every part of my body. I tried to open my eyes, but my eyelids felt like they weighed a thousand pounds. When I finally managed to crack them open, harsh fluorescent lights made me wince. White ceiling tiles. The antiseptic smell of hospital. "Mrs. Cross?" A woman's voice, professional and distant. "Can you hear me?" I managed a small nod, though even that sent waves of agony through my skull. "You've been in an accident. You're in the ICU at Memorial Hospital. You've been unconscious for six days." Six days. The memories came flooding back in fragments. The rain. The headlights. The screech of tires. The sickening crunch of metal. Then nothing. "Your injuries were extensive," the nurse continued, checking the IV in my arm. "Broken ribs, fractured collarbone, internal bleeding. You're very lucky to be alive." Lucky. The word felt like a cruel joke. Over the next twenty-four hours, I drifted in and out of consciousness. Doctors came and went, poking and prodding, asking questions I could barely answer. My phone sat on the bedside table, just out of reach. I kept thinking Daniel would come. That he'd burst through those doors, worried and frantic, demanding to know why no one had called him. But he never came. By the second day in the ICU, I was coherent enough to ask a nurse to hand me my phone. My fingers trembled as I scrolled through my notifications. Nothing from Daniel. No missed calls. No texts asking where I was. We'd had a fight the morning of the accident. Another fight about the same thing we always fought about—my inability to carry a pregnancy to term. Seven miscarriages in three years. Seven times I'd felt life begin inside me, only to have it torn away. Seven times I'd watched the light in Daniel's eyes dim a little more. "Maybe it's a sign, Elena," he'd said that morning, his voice cold and detached. "Maybe we're not meant to have children." "We can keep trying," I'd pleaded. "The doctors said—" "The doctors have said a lot of things." He'd grabbed his briefcase, not even looking at me. "I have a meeting. We'll discuss this later." But we never did discuss it later. Because later, I was driving to the pharmacy to pick up more prenatal vitamins—still hopeful, still believing—when a truck ran a red light and sent my car spinning into a concrete barrier. I tried calling Daniel from my hospital bed. The phone rang four times before going to voicemail. "Daniel, it's me," I said, my voice hoarse and weak. "I've been in an accident. I'm at Memorial Hospital. Please... please come." I waited an hour. Then two. Then three. Nothing. I called again. Voicemail. I texted: "I almost died. Where are you?" The message showed as read, but no response came. By the third day, they moved me out of the ICU to a regular room. My vitals had stabilized, and they needed the bed for someone else. Someone whose family actually cared enough to visit, probably. My room had a window overlooking the parking lot. I spent hours staring out at it, watching cars come and go, hoping to see Daniel's black Mercedes pull in. My sister lived overseas, my parents had passed years ago. Daniel was all I had. On the seventh day since the accident, I decided to try one more time. Maybe his phone was broken. Maybe he'd been in an accident too. Maybe there was some reasonable explanation for why my husband of three years had completely abandoned me in my darkest hour. I called his office first. "Cross Industries, how may I direct your call?" "Hi, this is Elena Cross. I need to speak with Daniel, please. It's urgent." A pause. "I'm sorry, Mrs. Cross, but Mr. Cross is out of the office today. Would you like his voicemail?" "Do you know where he is? It's an emergency." Another pause, longer this time. "I... I believe he mentioned a doctor's appointment. I'm not sure which doctor, I'm sorry." A doctor's appointment. Relief washed over me. Maybe he was sick. Maybe that's why he hadn't come. "Thank you," I said, hanging up. But something nagged at me. If Daniel was sick enough to see a doctor, wouldn't he have mentioned it? And wouldn't he have still checked his messages? I opened the Find My Phone app—something we'd set up years ago for safety. Daniel's location showed him at an address across town. I plugged it into Google Maps. Women's Health Center. Obstetrics and Gynecology. My heart stopped. Why would Daniel be at an OB-GYN clinic? With shaking hands, I called a car service. I wasn't supposed to be discharged for another two days, but I didn't care. I pulled on the clothes my neighbor had brought me—the same neighbor who'd found my purse in the wreckage and brought my belongings to the hospital. I disconnected my IV, ignoring the burning sensation in my arm, and walked out of that hospital room on legs that felt like jelly. The drive across town took twenty minutes. Twenty minutes of my mind racing through possibilities, each one worse than the last. Maybe he was there with his mother. Maybe his sister. Maybe there was a perfectly innocent explanation. But deep down, I knew. The way you know when something fundamental has shifted in your world. The way you know when the ground beneath your feet is about to give way. The clinic was in a nice part of town, the kind of place where doctors wore expensive watches and the waiting room had fresh flowers. I pushed through the glass doors, my broken ribs screaming in protest. And that's when I saw him. Daniel. My husband. Sitting in the waiting room with his arm around a woman I'd never seen before. She was beautiful—dark hair, perfect skin, and a small but unmistakable baby bump under her fitted dress. He was smiling at her. Actually smiling. The kind of smile I hadn't seen on his face in over a year. I must have made a sound—a gasp or a sob—because they both looked up. Daniel's face went white. "Elena," he said, standing abruptly. "What are you doing here?"