Chapter 1 · Chapter 1
I cancelled our reservation at Marcello's three days ago.
After seven years of marriage, I wanted something different for our anniversary. Something intimate. Just us, no distractions, no waiters hovering with wine recommendations we couldn't afford anyway.
The dining room looks perfect. Candles flicker across the table I spent an hour setting—the good china we got as wedding gifts and never use, cloth napkins folded into little swans from a YouTube tutorial I watched twice. His favorite meal simmers on the stove: braised short ribs, garlic mashed potatoes, roasted Brussels sprouts with bacon because he always picks them off my plate at restaurants.
I check my phone. 7:47 PM.
He was supposed to be home at six.
*Traffic,* I tell myself, smoothing down the red dress I bought specifically for tonight. It hugs curves I've worked hard to maintain, dips low enough to remind him what he married. I even wore the perfume from our honeymoon, the one that makes him pull me close and bury his face in my neck.
My phone buzzes.
**Running late. Be there soon.**
No explanation. No apology. No heart emoji he usually adds to everything.
I pour myself a glass of the expensive Cabernet I splurged on, watching the candles burn lower. The short ribs are going to dry out if I don't take them off soon, but I want everything to be perfect when he walks through that door.
8:15 PM. I move the food to warming plates.
8:43 PM. I drink another glass of wine.
9:02 PM. I hear his key in the lock.
Finally.
I stand, smoothing my dress one more time, painting on the smile I've been rehearsing. The door opens and there he is—my husband, still in his work clothes, tie loosened, looking exhausted in a way that has nothing to do with his job.
"Hey," I say, moving toward him. "Happy anniversary, babe. I know you're late, but—"
"Maya." His voice stops me mid-step. Flat. Detached. Like I'm a stranger asking for directions.
"I made your favorite," I continue, gesturing to the dining room behind me. "I thought we could have a quiet night in, just the two of us. Remember how we used to do that before everything got so busy?"
He doesn't look at the table. Doesn't look at my dress. Doesn't seem to notice the candles or the effort or the hope I've wrapped around this entire evening like armor.
Instead, he sets his briefcase down with careful precision, the way you handle something fragile, and meets my eyes.
"We need to talk."
Four words. That's all it takes for my stomach to drop through the floor.
"Okay," I hear myself say, though my voice sounds distant, underwater. "Let me just turn off the stove and—"
"Now, Maya. Please sit down."
The please is worse than the command. It's gentle. Pitying. The way you speak to someone you're about to hurt.
I sink onto the couch, my legs making the decision before my brain catches up. He doesn't sit next to me like he normally would. Instead, he takes the armchair across from me, putting the coffee table between us like a barrier.
Or a shield.
"What's going on?" My hands twist in my lap, fingers finding the wedding band I haven't taken off since he slid it on seven years ago. "You're scaring me."
He runs both hands through his hair, a gesture I know means he's stressed. I've seen it a thousand times—before big presentations, after fights with his mother, when the promotion he wanted went to someone else.
But this is different. This is worse.
"I don't know how to say this." His voice cracks slightly, and he clears his throat. "I've been trying to find the right words for weeks now."
Weeks.
The word lands like a stone in my chest.
"Just say it," I whisper, though every cell in my body is screaming at him to stop, to stand up, to notice the dinner I made and the dress I'm wearing and the anniversary we're supposed to be celebrating.
He takes a breath. Holds it. Releases it slowly.
"I'm not happy, Maya. I haven't been happy for a long time."
The candles in the dining room continue to flicker. The short ribs continue to cool. The wine continues to breathe in its expensive bottle.
And my world begins to crack.
"What do you mean you're not happy?" The words scrape out of my throat. "We're fine. We're good. We just went to your company picnic last month and you introduced me as your beautiful wife. You kissed me in front of everyone."
"I know." He won't meet my eyes now. "I know I did. And I'm sorry, but I can't keep pretending anymore."
Pretending.
"How long?" I don't recognize my own voice. "How long have you been pretending?"
He finally looks at me, and what I see in his eyes makes me wish he hadn't.
Pity. Guilt. And something else. Something that looks almost like relief.
"There's someone else."
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We Need to Talk