Chapter 1 · Chapter 1

I watch my husband's ex-girlfriend settle into what used to be my bedroom, and I don't say a word. Madison drapes her designer coat over my reading chair—the one Adrian bought me for our second anniversary—and turns to me with a smile that doesn't reach her eyes. "You don't mind, do you, Celeste? Adrian said you'd understand. This room has the best morning light, and you know how important my skincare routine is." Six years. Six years of marriage, and I've been demoted to the guest room in under an hour. Adrian stands in the doorway, his jaw tight but his mouth firmly shut. He won't look at me. He hasn't looked at me since Madison showed up three days ago with her seven suitcases and her trembling lower lip, spinning some story about a bad breakup and nowhere else to go. "Of course," I say, my voice steady. "Whatever makes you comfortable." Madison's smile widens. "You're such a sweetheart. I can see why Adrian keeps you around." *Keeps you around.* Like I'm a stray cat he feeds out of pity. I suppose that's not far from the truth. I met Adrian seven years ago at a charity gala I was catering. I was twenty-three, orphaned at sixteen, working three jobs to keep myself afloat. He was twenty-eight, devastatingly handsome, and freshly dumped by the love of his life—Madison Chen, daughter of real estate moguls, with a face that belonged on magazine covers. He proposed after three months. I said yes because I was tired of being alone, and he seemed kind enough. I didn't realize until our wedding day that I was just a placeholder, a living, breathing middle finger to the woman who'd broken his heart. The woman now sleeping in my bed. "Dinner will be ready at seven," I tell them, backing out of the room that still smells like my lavender sachets. "Oh, Celeste?" Madison calls after me. "Could you make that salmon thing? The one with the honey glaze? It's Adrian's favorite." I know it's his favorite. I've made it every Friday for six years. "Of course," I say again. In the kitchen, I pull out my phone and open my banking app. Adrian deposits three thousand dollars into my account each month—my "household allowance," he calls it. It covers groceries, utilities, my modest clothing budget, and the occasional coffee with the one friend I've managed to maintain. I switch to my other banking app. The secret one. The balance reads $2,847,392. I close it quickly, the way I always do, and start prepping the salmon. --- That evening, Adrian's parents join us for dinner. Margaret and Robert Westbrook, old money personified, who have never quite forgiven their son for marrying an orphan with no family connections and a state school education. "Madison, darling, you look radiant," Margaret gushes, reaching across the table to squeeze the other woman's hand. "Doesn't she look radiant, Robert?" "Absolutely glowing," Robert agrees. I'm sitting right here. I'm literally sitting right here. "Celeste made my favorite," Adrian says, and for a moment, I think he's trying to include me in the conversation. Then he turns to Madison. "She's an excellent cook. You'll love it." He's talking about me like I'm the help. I suppose I am. Cook, housekeeper, social coordinator, caretaker for his aging parents during their frequent "visits" that last weeks at a time. All for three thousand dollars a month and a roof over my head. "So, Madison," Margaret says, her eyes gleaming with poorly concealed hope, "how long are you planning to stay?" Madison glances at Adrian, something unspoken passing between them. "As long as Adrian needs me to." The salmon turns to ash in my mouth. After dinner, I'm loading the dishwasher when I hear Madison's voice from the living room, loud enough to ensure I hear every word. "God, Adrian, I don't know how you stand it. She's so... plain. And that tragic backstory—the poor little orphan. Does she ever talk about anything else?" I haven't mentioned my parents' death in years. Not since Adrian told me it made his mother "uncomfortable." "Madison," Adrian says, but his voice is weak. Placating. "I mean, at least with me, you knew my family. My breeding. With her, who knows what kind of stock she comes from? Her parents could have been criminals for all you know." My hands grip the edge of the sink. My parents were teachers. Good people who died in a car accident and left me with nothing but debt and grief. I wait for Adrian to defend me. To tell Madison she's crossed a line. He says nothing. That night, I lie in the guest room—my new permanent residence, apparently—and think about the number in my secret account. I think about the choices that led me here, to this moment, to this life I've built on silence and secrets. I think about my son. Seven years old now. The same age as my marriage, plus nine months. The math that doesn't quite add up if anyone bothered to do it. But no one has. Because no one pays attention to the plain, tragic orphan girl who makes salmon on Fridays and doesn't complain when her husband's ex-girlfriend takes over her bedroom. Tomorrow, everything changes. Tomorrow, Adrian's college friends are coming over for game night. Tomorrow, Madison will push too far. And tomorrow, I will finally stop being silent.