Chapter 1 · Chapter 1
The wedding invitations sat in neat stacks on my kitchen table, cream-colored envelopes with our names embossed in gold: *Maya Chen and David Torres*. Seven days. In seven days, I would finally become his wife.
I traced the lettering with my finger, still unable to believe that after ten years of struggle, sacrifice, and waiting, our day was almost here. Ten years of living in cramped studio apartments, eating ramen for dinner so David could finish business school, working double shifts at the hospital while he built his company from nothing. Ten years of being his partner through everything.
My phone buzzed. David's name lit up the screen.
"Hey, babe," I answered, cradling the phone against my shoulder as I continued addressing envelopes. "I'm almost done with the invitations. Your mom called earlier about the—"
"Maya, we need to talk."
Something in his voice made my hand freeze mid-word. In ten years, I'd learned to read every inflection, every pause. This wasn't his tired voice or his stressed voice. This was something else entirely.
"Okay," I said slowly, setting down my pen. "What's wrong?"
"I'm not coming to the wedding."
The words didn't make sense. I laughed, a short, nervous sound. "What do you mean? David, the wedding is in a week. Stop joking around."
"I'm not joking." His voice was flat, emotionless. "I won't be there. I can't marry you, Maya."
The room tilted. I gripped the edge of the table, my knuckles white. "What are you talking about? We've been planning this for months. The venue is booked, the guests are invited, I have my dress—"
"I'm already married."
Three words. Just three words, and my entire world shattered.
"You're... what?"
"I got married two days ago. To Sophia."
Sophia. The name meant nothing to me. "Who the hell is Sophia?"
"Someone I met six months ago. She's... she's different, Maya. She's young, she's fresh, she makes me feel alive again."
Six months. He'd been with someone else for six months, and I hadn't known. While I'd been planning our wedding, choosing flowers, tasting cakes, he'd been building a whole separate life.
"How old is she?" The question came out as a whisper.
A pause. "Eighteen."
I thought I might vomit. "Eighteen? David, you're thirty-two years old. I'm thirty-one. We've been together since we were kids ourselves, and you're leaving me for a teenager?"
"It's not about age. It's about what she represents. A new beginning. No history, no baggage, no—"
"No what? No shared poverty? No nights when we had to choose between paying rent and eating? No two miscarriages that broke my heart but we got through together?" My voice was rising, cracking. "Is that the baggage you mean?"
"Maya, calm down—"
"Don't you dare tell me to calm down! We have a wedding in seven days!"
"Cancel it."
The casual way he said it, like he was suggesting we cancel a dinner reservation, made something inside me snap. "Cancel it? David, we've spent thousands of dollars. Our families are flying in. Everyone we know is expecting—"
"Then tell them the truth. Tell them I found someone better."
Better. The word hung in the air like poison.
"How could you do this?" Tears were streaming down my face now. "After everything we've been through together? I worked myself to exhaustion to support your dreams. I lost two babies, David. Two. And you promised me we'd have a family someday, that you'd give me the life I deserved."
"And I will. Just not as my wife."
I couldn't breathe. "What does that mean?"
"It means we can still see each other. You can still be part of my life, just... in a different capacity. Sophia doesn't have to know. She's young, naive. She won't understand what we have."
"What we have? What we HAD, you mean. Past tense."
"Maya, be realistic. You're not getting any younger. Who else is going to want you? A thirty-one-year-old woman with no degree, two miscarriages on her medical record, working as a nurse? I'm offering you a way to stay in my life. Most men wouldn't be that generous."
The cruelty of his words took my breath away. This wasn't the David I knew. The David I loved. Or maybe it was, and I'd been too blind to see it.
"Let me get this straight," I said, my voice deadly calm now. "You married an eighteen-year-old girl you've known for six months. You're not coming to our wedding. But you expect me to what? Be your mistress? Your dirty little secret?"
"I wouldn't put it that way."
"How would you put it?"
"Look, what Sophia and I have is a marriage certificate. What you and I have is ten years of history. That matters, Maya. It means something. Just not enough for marriage."
"Not enough for marriage," I repeated numbly. "Ten years. Not enough."
"It was a fling that lasted longer than expected. Now I'm ready for something real."
A fling. He'd called our entire relationship a fling.
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